Yo shupp everybady!! :D heheehehe so bored now until i using my ipod touch to post on the blogg, had trg juz now(; and i played in da court!! Whoo oh yeahh!! Haha i played as blocker when i nvr even trn as tht before hehe(: oh well i did well i guess, anw better than last week when i in court i like some madwoman screaming and screaming like siaoo and looking like a blur sotong(: hahazz i blocked one ball today(: earned the point ehh(: i think i got spike once also, tho i forgot whether i got earn tht pt or not... Hehez i cant rmb, everythig damn foggy now :/ hmms... Tmr got match playing against xinmin at hougang stadium in the morning... Aft that still have b girls trg, dunno whether shud go or not... If i go means i have trg from mon-sat every week for holidays): i havent even start on my holiday hws can! SHIT LAH! sure die one lorh. Grrs but i very lazy start lehhs)': sianzxc. I shud go do now ehhs.. Maybe later uhh hehe =x yeps okay done for todays nowzz(: i scared i cannot make it for my pri sch bbq lehhs): i alr missed the sec sch one liao this pri sch oso muz miss so sad lehh)): okay nvm i will try to make it so goodbyees i GO TRY TO START ON MY HW LIAOSS

its been a month yo, so fast. now its the holidayyyyys :D today have class bbq but i cannot go ehh...cos got TRAINING, SIAN. HMPH. my BIRTHDAY COMING YEAHHS(: i hope got people will rmbbbb(: hehe, its 14 NOVEMBER, everyone. dont forget.(: hehe. maybe later when i go the bbq at veryvery late then will have ppl gimme present, or even wish me happy birthday(: aww, that'll be sooo dang AWSSSUUUUMMM.(; WILL SO LOVE THEM FOREVERRRR. :D eghhhs...i havent lost any weight): sian, aft all the trg and still nothing): well, maybe cos everytime after trg i eat a lot....hahahahha(: no wonder. lol. ummz...i wanna go watch HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS(: anyone interested watch with meeeee? [= haha. i gotta new wallettt(: YAY. and taylor swift new 'Speak Now' album(: YAY. and probably getting the new ipod touch for my bdae(: YAY. and Taylor Swift's concert tickets(: YAY. GOSH, GOT SOO MANY NEWW STUFF(: heart heart heart MY PARENTS FOREVERRRR :D HEHEH.I FEEL LIKE CHANGING THIS BLOG TEMPLATE EHH...BUT LAZY. =X HAHA. I WILL CHANGE MY TWITTER ONE SOON(: OKAY. BYEEE. GOING TO OFF SOON(:


I'll stop thinking about you.

SUPP SUPP YO(: LOOOONG TIME NO POST WORH. I BERY BUSY MAHHHH(: HAHA. MORE THAN ONE MONTH LIAOSS.oopsie =x heh.ehm...this month a lot of peeple badae lehhr. i gave haixin sweetssss(: im so niiice :D haha.walau. training tmr start sia.i gonna die lo. too long never exercise =x hehe.dang.nth too say liaoo(: uhms...good luck to all having 'O' Levels(: lol so random. oh yah uhh.EOY OVER ALRRRR(: WHEEEEEEE. SOOOOO NIIIICE. NO NEED STUDY LO(: AHAHAHAHA.I SCREWED EVERYTHING(: YAY. :P lol.reeeeetaaarrrd. OHH ahaha. @HaiXin: and @Natalie: ASS-TARD(: WAhahahahahahahahha. lol. siao siao redy. study too much :/ im going MALAYSIA GENTING for HOLIDAYS(: ...wu hua ke shuo le... sianzxc. graduating soon.sadly. i will miss thou(: aha. GAH.okayy i think ima goooo nowww.see you in a few...days/weeks/months(: LOBEEE YOU SOO MUCH(:
>volia


Life went complicated,
I kinda smoothened it out...
But the creases are still there,
They will never truly be gone...

HEYY ALL! ESPECIALLY to HAIXIN cuz she like the only one still reading so HIIE.(: today is 1 September...so fast...its ABOUT a month so im posting a new post :D anw its ganna be the end of year already...soooo fast and i havent enjoy my first year as the youngest yet ): its just too fast...i wish...no i want time to rewind to 1 January and to relive all those fantabulous memories...yesterday was teachers' day celebration in school....JANE (MY SENIOR) performed Butterfly Fly Away FIRST! WOOOOO! she rocked the stage >Kevin< performing Tongue Tied, a song i really like buuut he sing not tht ahem...good. no offense.sorry =x got another one is a Sec 5 Kevin. lol same name so funny.hahas okay anw he performed The Man Who Cant Be Moved...not bad i guess....since i never even heard of the song b4.yep.then got another Sec 5, Samuel the ang morh(: he sang Hero Heroine...t'was not very nice): i only like the part where he sing 'I feel like a hero' and he dragged the part it was damn nice(: =x but still prefer original.duh. heh.not tht i can any better but still....okay so no offense to all who likes any of the ppl i mentioned =x the drama club performance was ...okay better than i actually tot it would be.lol.there was this Dance performance which was quite nice esp the guy John Ortega i think...if im not wrong luh.(: then got another singing one, like the opera type which i guess not many ppl like... :P sianzxc today holiday still need go training worh): damn saddening hmph.so unfair...at least training with c girls too(: look on the bright side(: if thrs none then close your eyes to escape reality[: okay think imma stop here for this post.must go prepare to go out liaos. okok. <3 all byees
>volia


If you want something you never had before,
You've got to do something you've
Never done before.

Didnt post for more than a month. whoa...broke my record...teehee.to all those who still visit my blog (equals to nobody) just visit my blog every few weeks or months cuz i dun really post alot. :P thnks would appreciate even if you visited it every feww decades lol.nola. juz kidding.anws shud i make this blog private? ...i dunno why also juz suddenly tot of it...=x haix.yesterday was national day =.= big whoop. emms.lets see.today suppose to have trg but no need go cuz we are the younger ones so only the official 'B' girls need go.hahas sadded. many many things happened since the previous post...(: and i dun exactly rmb anyone of them so i will random write stuff like the literature plot. hahas different time intervals(; ack.common tests coming liaosssss.shit and i havent even like studied.only do some assessments lorh.forgot bring home my textbooks home to study now all in sch.sianzxc.so i have wasted four days of my time to study.good job wenxin.good job. lols now i even toking to myself liaos. whoa~ heh.anw yesterday night, i finally cried. just finally managed to do it.it was cuz of some thing tht cant be revealed.(: but it felt niiice tho i was crying for sth sad...too long never cry liaos now finally able to do it.then really felt like a weight lifted off me.haiz i think some ppl read this post can read until sleep lorhs.like so long.heh. =x and then no one will probably never ever visited anymore(: good or bad thing? to those to think im dead.well im not.>> hehes dun even noe what i toking abt siol....oh yeahhhh. i juz remembered i lost 2kg. woots :D cool ehh? muz work even harder to lose more...and i think i grew taller(: is tht even possible? hehs.hope so.if not i very heavy lehhs.this is turning out to be a really really long post.(: yay.tmr sch reopen liaos and oh yeah on sunday we were like cleaning the hse(my family) actually my room only luhh not the house heh.then got lotsa dust then my face suddenly very itchy then got a lot of dots and pimple thinggs like sooo eww lorh.im oping tht they will disappear by tmrw.): ft hope. i guess.ehhs really tired of my life now.hoping for a change...a better change, not for the worse :D during national day the celebration we go tmart to ask ppl sign and give postcards(: was really fun with Pam and Yan Xi +.+ i actually juz stood thr and Pamelia did most of the toking lol.then they(P and YX) force me to ask some ppl...heh.then i keep targeting wrong ppl...as in those who are busy and i didnt know...then i asked them so thy were lke dun wan dun wan.lols.(: how was i to know rite? -,- tsk.blehs.anw dun feel like typing liaos.buh byeee.(: see you in a few...weeks/months/years/decades/centuries/milleniums(: xiexie/thnks for reading lol(:


With love comes fear,
Like the sun and shadow...
How do you separate them...?

finally posting agains(; juz wanna say follow me on twitter @thiswxpwns . hehehs tweeted ALOT today. anws tmr goin C n B girls trg. YAY will be able to see my Honey, Fluffy, Babe and Baby. hehee. i must do my houseworks soon sian. i want Letisha to be real!! aka Arviel! hahas. im his employer lol. mrs Poh changed our seats D: have to sit with dexter and patt now. OMF haiz. lucky still have Pamelia if not i die.=x okok.thnks for those peeps who visited my blogg(: <3 ya'll muackzxc. xoxo. short post today i guess no time le. eehhs, not going tapestery): didnt buy tickets. haiz. why didnt i buy it?! i wanna goooooooo so badly. at least perlyn not going to...hehehs so sad siol.
>volia


I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I,
have to live without.

sorry...loooooonnnnng time no post yeah. i totally know.hehehs. today is saturday.juz abt the only time i CAN blogg...anw lata going training dun think will be able to say much but even if i do, who will read? D: seriously.the hit counter tells me everything for goodness sake.! btw im bac on twitter.(: teehee.haix.my pri bff need go operation cuz her leg in jured from softball...its like so freaking shocking news and sudden.so freaking stressed out right now.and my honey's sick.not tht serious but im still worried....i need someone to comfort me.but who will? D: seriously.im like so freaaking depressed but does anyone care? NOO...and its not juz abt these.its everything.im so sick of it.i might look happy and smiley all day long but they are juz an act.fake. why? cuz no one cares so why shud anyone know and why shud i tell ANYONE. when ppl fall ill or sick or are depressed, i lend MY listening ear,but when I am the one whos sad...does anyone hear me.nooo.and also i tried to MAKE myself cry,but did it work...nooo.it never did. i juz cant cry like i want to.and they say girls are good at crying? pffffft.yeah right. i might be all selfish on the outside but i really do care, i juz dun wanna get hurt okay. so stopp judging me by how i act.cuz its fake.know why i act happy? juz to make others happy.i try u know.i really did.
>volia


Laugh as much as you live,
and love as long as you breathe.