sorry...loooooonnnnng time no post yeah. i totally know.hehehs. today is saturday.juz abt the only time i CAN blogg...anw lata going training dun think will be able to say much but even if i do, who will read? D: seriously.the hit counter tells me everything for goodness sake.! btw im bac on twitter.(: teehee.haix.my pri bff need go operation cuz her leg in jured from softball...its like so freaking shocking news and sudden.so freaking stressed out right now.and my honey's sick.not tht serious but im still worried....i need someone to comfort me.but who will? D: seriously.im like so freaaking depressed but does anyone care? NOO...and its not juz abt these.its everything.im so sick of it.i might look happy and smiley all day long but they are juz an act.fake. why? cuz no one cares so why shud anyone know and why shud i tell ANYONE. when ppl fall ill or sick or are depressed, i lend MY listening ear,but when I am the one whos sad...does anyone hear me.nooo.and also i tried to MAKE myself cry,but did it work...nooo.it never did. i juz cant cry like i want to.and they say girls are good at crying? pffffft.yeah right. i might be all selfish on the outside but i really do care, i juz dun wanna get hurt okay. so stopp judging me by how i act.cuz its fake.know why i act happy? juz to make others happy.i try u know.i really did.
>volia


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